Friday, January 26, 2007
so tired..
anyone who thinks work is tiring..
anyone who thinks training is tiring..
well, i guess its something way past that already.
suddenly things look so grim
with dharma down just 2 days more to the marathon
and no longer feeling as fit as i hoped
i still am clinging on to the dream of at least getting something
from this entire canoeing experience.
although there is MR500 which hopefully we do take part in
this marathon was something both of us worked so bloody hard
together as one
in an attempt to feel it once more
the adrenaline rush to race beside the best
and aim for the best
pain
no longer matters
my brain is numb from it
both inside and outside
every inch of the body
even my dad knows, and sponsored me more $ this week
it just hurts so FUCKING bad.
but it doesn't matter.
we neeeeeeed that gold~!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH.
i will kill myself if we fail.
12:57 AM