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Saturday, March 03, 2007
so we got back our results today.
as usual there was a spectrum of feelings,
fear, nonchalance, confidence
depression, joy, content

mixed feelings, indeed

should've felt really happy
but not when so many buddies tried so much harder
and failed expectations

for those who did do well
and failed to contain their joy
i guess its good for you
you got what you deserved

for those who were content
good for you
you got what you deserved

for those who did not achieve their aims
life goes on
learn from the experience
what went wrong
lets move on together
its gonna be alright

the sudden emotion...
gushing,
too fast, too furious,
taking all by surprise
and when it stopped,
there revealed the smallest of wounds
but the most festering of all
one of the heart.
it was as if in the mind itself
a storm of the strongest winds
and the tallest of waves
with the blackest night
threatened to devour the soul itself.
Fight it.


1:17 AM


capture the present

Laiguang
Jobless
16/12/1988
School-less


shit it out U





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